enough is enough
how long must i be trap here
stop toyying with our friendship
i don't give a damn about it
i feel that i'm damn f*** up right now
everything is not going the way i want it to be

YOU!!
you know who you are
just come straight to a point
you don't have to bit about the bush
it's doesn't matter how it goes on
but what it really matter is the truth
truth can be hurting but on the other hand
it teaches you how to move on in life
life is not always smooth sailing
life is like the ship sailing on the sea
it goes through alot
but ulimately how it fight to stay on .
stay on the sea to flow
why must it be this way
sometimes
only true friends will tell you this.
i am not exactly myself now
i'm hiding behind a mask now
it's simply doesnt feel good.

can this thing be over and done witth
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ohh
today's is arul birthday
he is 20 already as of today
haha
going to see him tomorrow
i believe tml will be a great day with you guys.
=)
i'm staying over at tricia's house tml night
she wants to watch wang li hom live concert.
than we can talk and talk and talk till the next morning
haha
ohh

i want to go hong kong
i want to travel around the world
i want to go out of singapore
i want to shop till i drop

just wondering..

what will i become without AK?
will i still be the person i am now?
what differences did AK make to me?

wah.
i went to coach princess elizabeth today
a great batch of kids.
it's so great seeing you guys today.
cheryl t. arul and theresa =)

i cant wait to see the kids again tml
i'm so happy
i cant wait for violin lesson to start =)

love

continued..

too many people to thank for giving me the wake up call
i really love all the coaches.
you guys make a difference in my LIFE.
thanks everyone

the past week had been a great and fruitful one =)
first of all,
i'm actually quite sad that i lost my camera
cause it is too precious to me
it is something i got less than a year ago.
saded

secondly,
i'm going to get a new cam
don't ask me why.
everything happen for a reason guys.

last but not least,
ADVANCE!!!!
it's was the best camp that i ever attended =)
i really love this camp.
i learnt alot from it.
although it is a short 3 days
i learnt many things about life and myself
i learn to become a great leader.
at the same time,
i learn to become a better followers.
everyone in this camp at certainly make a huge difference in my life.
one thing i learn which is very important is
A GREAT LEADER IS ONE THAT BRINGS OUT THE BEST IN OTHERS
i felt that this camp brought me up to a next level in life
teaching me different skills like presentation =))
helping me to discover myself better =))

ohh.
my group is so wonderful =))
we won first in the camp!
i'm seriously very very happy.
my team mates are linda.anthony.nivesh.jeremy and rahman.
and of course our 2 wonderful coaches eugene and gopal.
it's everyone effort that we are able to win.
i really appreciate everyone in my team
for giving their best and everything.
it wouldnt be possible
if you guys didn't put in your 100%
deep down in my heart.
i think all of you guys are just so great.
everyone is rising up to be a better leader.
you guys simply rocks.





















thank you coaches for pushing me, scolding me....
i think if you guys wouldn't have said all this to me,
i really cant push myself to step out of my comfort zone.
thanks

arul:
i think you really woken me up during the game that we played.
you as a best friend of mine had been standing there for me not selling me out.
thanks for such a great PD in this camp.
as a friend,
i think you have push me to the limits.
it's great knowing you.

eugene:
as a coach of mine,
i really thankful for giving me this chance to learn from you.
even though i had known you for some times,
you never fail to bring out the best in me.
thank you for always helping me in my work and everything
i really very thankful for a friend like you.

gopal:
it's been great having you as my coach
i learnt quite alot of things from you.
even though we have know each other for a short period of time,
you have never fail to bring the best out of me.

kyrie:
although i always say some funny funny things to you,
you never fail to encourage me to push on
it's really great knowing you
always helping to keep me less anxious about the camp
thanks.

to be continued.....

ohh.
counting down
2 days to advance =)

i'm so happy
i finally went to zoo
with.....
shinna and arul
haha






























after zoo
we went queensway to shop.
shall blog more tml

pearlyn is always great seeing you yesterday.
it's been long long time since we last met.
you are simply awesome.
than we went down to AK.
we camwhore almost the entire time waiting for shinna and all.




















Pearlyn!!
ever so awesome=)















Me.Leroy.Pearlyn.
the face that he dont want to take pics.
haha














me.leroy.pearlyn
he finally agree to smile.














me.pearlyn
camwhoring in ak's toilet=))


it's just so great seeing all of you last night=)
cant wait to go out with you guys again
love ya
=)

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hmmm
not in the mood for everything
i really enjoyed my day out with you -pearlyn.
i promise you i will post the pics up asap
after that went to ak to see shinna.
haiz
didnt manage to talk much to her.
so sorry yeas.
i'm just simply dont know how to express my feeling right now.
unsure of everything

oh yes
mid-terms are over
i'm so happy and the fact that i am not so stress already
i'm like so crazy over it
i hope i will do well
cause all the paper was pretty approachable
ohh
one thing to note.
adv is in like 7 days time
i'm actually looking forward to it too
haha
ohh
violin lesson offically starts during july
i'm so happy
something that i want to do for long
i'm glad that i'm able to learn it
ohh yeah manz
tml is sk4 closing
i think we will be going down to visit shinna and justin
haha
i miss you lots man
i hope we will be able to make it for zoo on wed
is like so long since i went to zoo
i hope we are able to make it
=)

ohh
yeah
2 more paper and i'm free
yeah
i'm so happy=))

adv here i come
wahaha

one fact.
i have been doing quite well for my past few quizes
added all up of average A-
one thing i hate now.
i'm drowning with my mid-term exams
is driving me crazy
i cant seems to get the concept
tml
i am going to face the battle
i am going in there to do my best

drown by all the notes and reading

i gotta lea violin from next few week on.=))
i gonna love it.

during this camp,
i made and know better friends each day of the camp,
we are constantly knowing everyone
i would like to take the opportunity to thank everyone
maybe you can see it maybe not for some cause they dont know my blog
wahaha in no particular order of importance

it's been great knowing you. You had brought me joy working with you in this coaching team. You always helped me to buy drinks when you are going out. always talking to me, rmb the fun we had on the last day..=) thanks for always saying wei he wei he. it totally bought joy and laughter to us when you speak in chinese.

it's great knowing you. whenever i needed help, you will be there without complaining. helping me when i say the word. haha. thank for sharing cab with me. although you stay quite distant away from me. thanks for the fun we have on the last day.

Yuyuan aka emopufferfishball(emo-punk-puffer-fishball-ref) happy now?

it's great coaching with you once again. thank you fo sending me back the first two nights even though it is inconvenience for you guys but you still send me. thank you for all the small acts that you did. thanks for the fun we had on the last day. it's really great to see you talk more in the camp not introvert anymore.

Theresa
this is the first time coaching with you. nevertheless, it is fun working with you. thank you for begin my angel =)

Kristy
knowing you is so great. it's fun coaching with you. i've learn alot from you =)

Gopal
thank you for being my coach together we make a difference in the participants life. even though this is your dirst time coaching indoor, it's been great working with you.

Kelvin
It's great seeing you in all the camps that i had coached before. Working with you is so fun and enjoyable. thank you for being there answering my question and all.

Isabelle
Belle. it's great working with you. it's great talking to you and all.

Pearlyn
it great coaching with you. I've learnt alot from you thru the swinging log. Sorry for not being there for you when you needed it. thanks for all the notes you writen. thanks for taking care of me when i'm sick

daryl
it's great coaching with you once again. even though i wasnt there for you always. you did a great job

abby
you are the one who brightens our life with the smile or laughter. you cant live without coke.

yih huat
although you keep making fun of me but it's really great coaching with you. thank you for all the things you help me. =) thanks for surviving this camp

Hwei Ting
Thanks for begin in this team. it's fun and great coaching with you. thanks for everything

Jefferson
you did it. it's great coaching with you. Nevertheless. thanks for driving me to the hospital.

Nicholas
it's great coaching with you. you make it thru'

Steven
it's great coaching with you. you did a great job.

Erwin
it's great having you in the team. you didnt get angry when we say you look like the elf. you did it

Yeok Seng
What else can I say about you. it's great coaching with you all this while. stand for standing by me. i enjoy all the fun we had together

Pamela.
thanks for always asking whether am i feeling well anot. you are great. thank you for standing by me when i was in the hospital. thanks for surviving this camp.

Chin Ping
Thanks for sending me back when it is not convenience. thank for begin in this team.

Andrea
thanks for begin in this team although i dont talk to you frequently. it's great coaching with you

David
arhz. although i know you before the camp, this is the first time i actuaaly talk to you. it's great coaching together with you

Javier
friend, it's great coaching with you this season. thank you for sharing with me your story and all. you did it.

Marj
My apd, my friend. it's great coaching with you once again. thank you for always asking us how are we doing with the coaches. you did a great job. it's you who told me that welfare in the camp wasnt very active. it's you that push me on.

Kyrie
Without you, i dont know how this camp is going to be. thank you for begin such a great pd. getting everything organize and all.thank you for all the fun time that we had together. it's you that always tell me that i had did the best for my particpants and just treat it as a learning experience. thanks for being so strong.

Gary
thanks for teaching me how to guide my paricipants and all. all the fun times that we laughed about. doing push up with the partipants.

Ramesh
thank you for always telling me the different way to help my particpants and all the jokes that you had told all of us and the ice-cream

Gerald
it was you that gives me the way to help the different participant in my group. Thanks

Adam
giving us briefing whenever there is a need. thanks

without you guys, the camp wouldnt had run so well
thanks once again everyone
i've learnt alot from you guys =)

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Our deepest fear
Is not that we are inadequate

Our deepest fear
Is that we are powerful beyond measure


It is our light
Not our dark that most frightens us
Your playing small does not serve the world
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
So that other people don't feel insecure around you


We are all meant to shine as children do
Its not just in some of us;
Its in everyone


And as we let our own lights shine
We unconsiously give other people to do the same
As we are liberated from our own fear
Our presence automatically liberates others



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