LOVING YOU IS NOT EASY

2008-03-11T20:09:00.002+08:00

time really fly.
in a glimpse of eye is already march.
what am i doing manz.
this few months, i had grown alot.
i learn alot of new stuff.
i have did camp that is ever so great.

just recalling the first time i did camp.
i was blur and not willing to help out in certain things.
too girlish and childish too.
but NOW!
the old me had gone. and here come the new ME.
it's been one year since i do camp,
i learn alot from the various people.
i learn how to use different approach for different people.
i learn and i learn.
hopefully i will be where you are soon.

2008-03-11T20:07:00.002+08:00

yeahs. finally mid term is over. i cant wait for this freaking sem to be over. and i will have all the fun i want. haha.
just got back my result.
quite satisfy with it except HISTORY.
a killer module.
but it okayys. i will look forward.

2008-02-23T18:25:00.003+08:00

It had been a long long time since I last blogged.
Many things had happened.
Some were for joy and some were for tear.
Not knowingly, it has been two months and 23 days since 2008 started.
and i am here to blog.

2007-12-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

reflection 0f 2007

2007, a new that i make the most important decision in my life by enrolling into University at Buffalo after my "O". A year that i learn to cherish the one close to me. A year that i make new friends and step out of my comfort zone. A year of outermost blessing. A year that i see myself grow spiritual and emotional to the next level. A year that i go back to his love. A year that i just want to thank God for. Although it didnt start of well but i know and i know that it will end well.

I love 2007, and 2008 will be a greater and better year.

2007-12-26T16:41:00.001+08:00

boxing day.
a day with you is like as if ten thousand days.

ilu
you have never fail to touch my soul

2007-12-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

what a christmas i have.
i hate it.
i hate this year.
not much happiness in the year.
what a day manz.
i HATE HATE HATE HATE it.

2007-12-24T11:54:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS EVE!
All I want for Christmas is YOU!
is you to be by my side always.

xoxo

my wish for christmas
-htc touch phone
-an air ticket to KOREA <3
-to renew my love for YOU
-new printer
-adidas jacket

2007-12-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

BLESSED!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
OH!
IS JUST NEXT TUE!
cant wait forward to it.

a WHITE Christmas

2007-12-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

IAG01'DEC'07

this camp was the first camp i did this season. it was filled with wonderful coaches and participants. first time in my entire coaching life, i did a JC group. i will always remember this group. it is so special to me and so memorable. sometime it might be tough to handle this group but i must admit that this is a very big stretch for me.

and my coach; chuan lay.
thanks so much. thank you for stretching me. letting me take charge of the group most of the time. through you, i had learnt alot. thanks.

ruggers! rock on! =)

SK01'DEC'07

my second camp this season. my second sk camp since the start. this camp makes a special start for me. it is a camp that i learn much more. a camp with extraordinary coaches and participants. one word, AWESOME! by far, this is the best coaching team i have ever seen. every single go all out for their participants and also spreading love to each and every coach. i love sk01. this feeling is so different from other camps that i did before. whoa! whoa! whao!

SK02'DEC'07

first time, i did consecutive camps. from sk1 to sk2. 9 days straight. a camp with a different practice from morning briefing to last day debrief. this camp makes it super significant to me and the coaching team. a special team close to my heart. a camp where i know coaches better. yippee!

and a camp i learn how to work better with co coach; Dean. it is just so awesome to work with you. i know you might not see this but i really appreciate you from the bottom of my heart. thanks for all the time and hard work you did. you have been there whenever i needed you. thank you for being so awesome and amazing in this five days. you have indeed make a difference in the participant's life and of course life. thanks so much. cheers =)

2007-12-10T01:46:00.001+08:00

the past few weeks and months had been alright. busy mugging for exams AND exams are over. it's the start of the big fat holidays.

this coaching season had passed fast. been doing 3 camps already.really enjoy it to the max even though there were rough and smooth times. this 3 camps have in which helped me to learn alot. shall blog more about the camp and post photos soon.

2007-12-10T01:45:00.001+08:00

FINALLY!

i'm back to blogging.

2007-10-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

sorry for not blogging for you long.
been very busy
one month more to end of sem
cant wait forward to it
in the meantime,
projects are all piling over me
that i can hardly breathe

2007-10-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

countless blessing.
even when my birthday is over
blessing blessing and more blessing
i felt so blessed.

i love this year.
best year yet to be.

love all the sweet gifts:
`17 spongebob squarepants items
`famous amous cookie
`body shop soap/shampoo
`nike red jacket
`spongebob squarepants balloon
`wonderful laptop make over
`more and more

exams are soon going to be over
my bestest sem this year
i love this sem
where new friends are found
good relationships are build
strong friendship
BEST FRIEND FOREVER

love

2007-10-06T01:14:00.000+08:00

woohoo
the day has finally arrive
i'm finally SEVENTEEN

i really feel very bless this year
with all the celebrations, companies, gifts....
a year that is so great
a year where friends are there for me

to one and only jie jie:
i miss you jie jie
thanks for sending back my birthday present
i know i will receive it on mon
but thanks so so much.
you have never fail to make me smile
hope you are doing fine over there
rmb to come back and celebrate my birthday with me next year

to all my friends:
thanks so much for celebrating my birthday
you guys are simply so great
thanks for everything
you guys have done to me
i really love the cakes and presents

to daddy and mummy:
thanks so much for making my day
buying me the shirts i always wanted
and most importantly the jacket
i love you alll

-will update more
-pic will be post

2007-10-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

i cant wait for mid term to be over.

4 oct - Communication Paper
9 oct - World History
10 oct - English, Computer Science, Maths

2007-10-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

ohh
3 More Days
What am i waiting for manz

i see my red nike jacket coming.
wahaha

2007-10-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

TO MY DEAREST SISTER,

I MISS YOU
I <3 YOU
i hope that you are doing fine over in Brunei
i really really miss you .
call home when you are free.

ever loving you.

2007-09-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

ohh.

went to town to celebrate shinna's belated birthday
bought her a jacket
i hope you like it babe.

went to nike at cine
i love the red colour jacket
is so so stylist
i love it manz

2007-09-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

ohh.
i went for the soccer final today
the game was great but after having kick out.
we lost.
so sad
but nvm
is a good learning experience
=)
love the match =))

2007-09-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

it's been some time since i went back to the house of th lord
it's never so great to be in the house of the lord
ever since i'm back,
i thank God for friends that are always encouraging me.
pushing me on
running the call that God had given me
i felt that i miss so much greatness of god in my life.
But i'm not going to dwell in the past
but move on to greater calling god has for me

love-

2007-09-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

ohh.
i went for my cousin's dinner.
it's been a long time since i last met them.

2007-09-23T00:20:00.000+08:00

ohh.
how time passes.
the day i'm waiting for is coming in less than 13 days time
and i am so gonna be happy

i'm finally turning seventeen soon.
i mean REAL soon
is 13 days
haha

I wish that the day will come soon that i can spend my day with my closest friends and family.

2007-09-20T13:43:00.000+08:00

ohh.
ANYONE GOOD IN HISTORY PLEASE TELL ME!!!
SERIOULY IN NEED OF HELP!!

thanks in advance

2007-09-20T13:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm
. school fine.
tests, quizzes and mid term exams are coming soon
help help
i need more time
so stress up

2007-09-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

ohh
what a hectic week
is not been easy this sem.
many things to study
many thongs to do
ohh
what can i say
hmmm
for the time being, i will put my studies first
study study study
less than 3 weeks to mid term

2007-09-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

hmmm.
this week is a tiring and hecticing week
lots of tests
alot to study and worry
i think i will blog lesser as the time go by.
hmmm
i went back to church and started to join a cg already
it's N405
the cell group meeting yesterday was great
it was great knowing everyone
i really enjoy myself
=)
hmm.
less of me and more of GOD
haiz
alot of assignmentsto be completed this weekend
lots of apologize to those i have hurt.
really sorry.
ohh
i think it doesn't matter
my STUDY comes FIRST
=)

2007-09-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

i dont want to lose YOU!!!!

this is all i can say
i dont want to lose YOU
it's been a great couple of months that we know each other
letting go is very very painful
but the choice is up to you to make
but all i can say that
i really appreciate you
and most importantly
my feelings for you has started growing since that day
all i can do is
to secretly see you whether you are happy or sad
i will always remember the day
when i set my heart upon
is
YOU

2007-09-02T00:55:00.000+08:00

okayys.
this week had been a super duper tiring week
school started.
assignments and assignments are all piling up
lessons have been fun and interesting
and i really enjoy it esp with you
what more can i say.
i'm contented in school
everyday day.
i at least know someone new.
either a buyer or a seller.
haha
here start my busy schedule for the next 3 months.

today,
i wen to church
i actually felt the presence of God so strongly like the very first time i came to church
god is indeed great.
i went to join Queenie and Chris after service.
they are my friends in uni
i join them and their cg for fellowship
i meet new friends again.
hehe

2007-08-22T23:05:00.000+08:00


Spongebob squarepants clip! - pack of 2 - 5 sets available - $7.50 spongebob squarepants coin bank. - only 1 piece - selling at $20 Spongebob Squarepants Bedroom Slipper (A) - only 1 piece - $20 Spongebob Squarepants Bedroom Slipper (B) -only 1 piece - $20 Note: -kindly email lifeofvivien@hotmail.com if interested to purchase. -meet up available to my preferred places. -all prices include postage

2007-08-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

AWAY!

will update blog once i'm back on the 21 Aug 2007!

love and miss all

2007-08-08T21:09:00.001+08:00

FINALLY
it's over!!

2007-08-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

耶稣，
我好想回到你的怀抱里。
我好想再次回到你的怀抱。
我真的不可以没有你。
我好想你啊。
原谅我一直没有回来。
我心里真的好想好想你。
我真的真的好想回来。
可是，
有种种的理由阻止我回来。
可是，
我答应你，
我一定会回到你的怀抱里。

爱你
永远是我的耶稣。

2007-08-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

it's coming to an end
and there is definity a reason to rejoice.
cause HOLIDAY is nearing in not more than one day time.
and exams are finally going to be over.
and i know i need to thank God and praise him for what he had done for me.
math here i come
=)

2007-08-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

1 down
2 more to go
and
i'm FREE

2007-08-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

J'ai besoin vraiment de l'aide et de l'affirmation de Dieu pour moi. J'ai besoin de toi mon seigneur, mon Dieu. Pardonnez-moi pour la récidive. Je promets que je reviendrai quand je suis vraiment disposé. Je t'aime mon seigneur et mon père d'abba.

我真正地需要上帝的幫助和肯定為我。我需要您我的閣下，我的上帝。原諒我為墮落。我許諾我將回來，當我真正地準備著時。我爱你我的閣下和我的abba父親。

2007-08-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

我不知道应该怎么办

多两天就是大考了

我还没读完

很担心

这次的考试我完全没有信心

我应该怎么办

2007-08-04T21:18:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love languages are probably
Quality Time and Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		8
Words of Affirmation:		8
Acts of Service:		7
Receiving Gifts:		5
Physical Touch:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

2007-07-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

how wish the long awaiting holidays arrive faster
i wish the 3 weeks of holiday is near
i wish that i can fly over to thailand-bangkok NOW!!!!
i wish i wish
thailand is waiting for me.
here i come thailand in 3 weeks time
that means exam will be coming soon
i have left with....
13 days to exam

2007-07-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

14 days to exams.
18 days to holidays.

life is not easy manz
so many things to study but so little time
plus all the projects piling up

2007-07-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

Wait Your tired arms must rest
Let this moment pass
Wait until the morning
Close your eyes and you will see
who you used to be
left without a warning
Who knew one so big could grow so small
Lighter than the writing on the wall

When angels cry, can I stand by
When stones weep, can my heart sleep
Wish I'd never heard, wish I'd never heard
Wish I'd never heard
the power of a four letter word

'Cause only love will matter in the end
for a woman or a man
What's the difference now
Here we live with bottles
and needles and truth
Here is your living proof
that death cannot be proud
Some say it's a judgement on us all
I can't believe that God could be that small

When angels cry, can I stand by
When stones weep, can my heart sleep
Wish I'd never heard, wish I'd never heard
Wish I'd never heard
the power of a four letter word
If ever was a rose that longed to bloom
If ever was a heart that longed to fly
If ever was an angel, it was you
So close your eyes and say goodbye
Goodbye

When angels cry, I can't stand by
When stones weep, I can't sleep
Guess I've finally learned
Guess I've finally learned
Yes, I've finally learned
that love is just a four letter word
Hope is just a four letter word

*this song can only express how i feel now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

wah.
what a long day.
went to watch harry potter at plaza singapura
with linda, tammy, soong teck, daryl, nicholas, patrick, arul, cheryl liew, jiayu, peralyn tan and lionel
i just met lionel today
anyways
the movie was nice.
i enjoy it
wahaha
and i had supper with some of them at the nearby food store.
i simply love to take pics.
haha
anyway
it was a great day out with you guys
i totally enjoyed it
thanks man

** to this people, if you want the photos pls msn me. hehe

2007-07-13T20:16:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling sick again!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

waiting for friday to arrive
it's such a long week

2007-07-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm
25 days to final term exam
ohh
so much things to study
but so so little time
in fact i agree that time wait for no man
aiyo
things are changing so dramatically nowadays
but
i feel happy somehow
haha
i'm not really sad about my results nor friends
i'm just happy
=)

2007-07-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

i watched transformers again
but is with different people
so is kind of alright
is so great to see you guys

2007-07-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

ohh
die hard 4.0 is good
but
transformers is even better
one word fantastic
wahaha
i ate pepper lunch 3 times this week.
even since i started eating on thurs.
it's like all the friends i met up
all want to eat pepper lunch
but none the less is a great place

today
have a great time with the adv people.
is so great to see you guys again
let's meet up real soon
will upload the photos soon

love ya

2007-07-01T17:22:00.000+08:00

TRUE FRIENDS

what are true friends?
what is the real meaning of true friends?
who are your true friends?

remember doing my first essay for the english module
is all about true friends.
in life,
you dont need to have alot of true friends.
a few of them is just enough
those that you can go to whenever you need someone to talk to
one phrase i can tell myself now is
MOVE ON!!!
one thing just keep moving on
look back at the past once in a while
but not always

2007-07-01T01:18:00.001+08:00

it's been a great night spent with you guys
movie was nice
i love it
hope you like your present my friend
haha
hmmm
will upload all the pics soon
and apparently
i'm at tricia's house now
i'm staying over tonight
wahaha

2007-06-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

enough is enough
how long must i be trap here
stop toyying with our friendship
i don't give a damn about it
i feel that i'm damn f*** up right now
everything is not going the way i want it to be

YOU!!
you know who you are
just come straight to a point
you don't have to bit about the bush
it's doesn't matter how it goes on
but what it really matter is the truth
truth can be hurting but on the other hand
it teaches you how to move on in life
life is not always smooth sailing
life is like the ship sailing on the sea
it goes through alot
but ulimately how it fight to stay on .
stay on the sea to flow
why must it be this way
sometimes
only true friends will tell you this.
i am not exactly myself now
i'm hiding behind a mask now
it's simply doesnt feel good.

can this thing be over and done witth
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2007-06-29T11:35:00.000+08:00

ohh
today's is arul birthday
he is 20 already as of today
haha
going to see him tomorrow
i believe tml will be a great day with you guys.
=)
i'm staying over at tricia's house tml night
she wants to watch wang li hom live concert.
than we can talk and talk and talk till the next morning
haha
ohh

i want to go hong kong
i want to travel around the world
i want to go out of singapore
i want to shop till i drop

2007-06-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

just wondering..

what will i become without AK?
will i still be the person i am now?
what differences did AK make to me?

2007-06-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

wah.
i went to coach princess elizabeth today
a great batch of kids.
it's so great seeing you guys today.
cheryl t. arul and theresa =)

i cant wait to see the kids again tml
i'm so happy
i cant wait for violin lesson to start =)

love

2007-06-27T22:22:00.001+08:00

continued..

too many people to thank for giving me the wake up call
i really love all the coaches.
you guys make a difference in my LIFE.
thanks everyone

2007-06-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

the past week had been a great and fruitful one =)
first of all,
i'm actually quite sad that i lost my camera
cause it is too precious to me
it is something i got less than a year ago.
saded

secondly,
i'm going to get a new cam
don't ask me why.
everything happen for a reason guys.

last but not least,
ADVANCE!!!!
it's was the best camp that i ever attended =)
i really love this camp.
i learnt alot from it.
although it is a short 3 days
i learnt many things about life and myself
i learn to become a great leader.
at the same time,
i learn to become a better followers.
everyone in this camp at certainly make a huge difference in my life.
one thing i learn which is very important is
A GREAT LEADER IS ONE THAT BRINGS OUT THE BEST IN OTHERS
i felt that this camp brought me up to a next level in life
teaching me different skills like presentation =))
helping me to discover myself better =))

ohh.
my group is so wonderful =))
we won first in the camp!
i'm seriously very very happy.
my team mates are linda.anthony.nivesh.jeremy and rahman.
and of course our 2 wonderful coaches eugene and gopal.
it's everyone effort that we are able to win.
i really appreciate everyone in my team
for giving their best and everything.
it wouldnt be possible
if you guys didn't put in your 100%
deep down in my heart.
i think all of you guys are just so great.
everyone is rising up to be a better leader.
you guys simply rocks.

thank you coaches for pushing me, scolding me....
i think if you guys wouldn't have said all this to me,
i really cant push myself to step out of my comfort zone.
thanks

arul:
i think you really woken me up during the game that we played.
you as a best friend of mine had been standing there for me not selling me out.
thanks for such a great PD in this camp.
as a friend,
i think you have push me to the limits.
it's great knowing you.

eugene:
as a coach of mine,
i really thankful for giving me this chance to learn from you.
even though i had known you for some times,
you never fail to bring out the best in me.
thank you for always helping me in my work and everything
i really very thankful for a friend like you.

gopal:
it's been great having you as my coach
i learnt quite alot of things from you.
even though we have know each other for a short period of time,
you have never fail to bring the best out of me.

kyrie:
although i always say some funny funny things to you,
you never fail to encourage me to push on
it's really great knowing you
always helping to keep me less anxious about the camp
thanks.

to be continued.....

2007-06-20T18:47:00.000+08:00

ohh.
counting down
2 days to advance =)

i'm so happy
i finally went to zoo
with.....
shinna and arul
haha

after zoo
we went queensway to shop.
shall blog more tml

2007-06-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

pearlyn is always great seeing you yesterday.
it's been long long time since we last met.
you are simply awesome.
than we went down to AK.
we camwhore almost the entire time waiting for shinna and all.

Pearlyn!!
ever so awesome=)

Me.Leroy.Pearlyn.
the face that he dont want to take pics.
haha

me.leroy.pearlyn
he finally agree to smile.

me.pearlyn
camwhoring in ak's toilet=))

it's just so great seeing all of you last night=)
cant wait to go out with you guys again
love ya
=)

2007-06-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

You scored as Psychology/Sociology, You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology and Sociology are both great minors to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

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Psychology/Sociology

88%

Mathematics/Statistics

81%

Education/Counseling

69%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

63%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

56%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

56%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

56%

Visual&PerformingArts

56%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

56%

English/Journalism/Comm

50%

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50%

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25%

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19%

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2007-06-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm
not in the mood for everything
i really enjoyed my day out with you -pearlyn.
i promise you i will post the pics up asap
after that went to ak to see shinna.
haiz
didnt manage to talk much to her.
so sorry yeas.
i'm just simply dont know how to express my feeling right now.
unsure of everything

2007-06-15T17:02:00.000+08:00

oh yes
mid-terms are over
i'm so happy and the fact that i am not so stress already
i'm like so crazy over it
i hope i will do well
cause all the paper was pretty approachable
ohh
one thing to note.
adv is in like 7 days time
i'm actually looking forward to it too
haha
ohh
violin lesson offically starts during july
i'm so happy
something that i want to do for long
i'm glad that i'm able to learn it
ohh yeah manz
tml is sk4 closing
i think we will be going down to visit shinna and justin
haha
i miss you lots man
i hope we will be able to make it for zoo on wed
is like so long since i went to zoo
i hope we are able to make it
=)

2007-06-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

ohh
yeah
2 more paper and i'm free
yeah
i'm so happy=))

adv here i come
wahaha

2007-06-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

one fact.
i have been doing quite well for my past few quizes
added all up of average A-
one thing i hate now.
i'm drowning with my mid-term exams
is driving me crazy
i cant seems to get the concept
tml
i am going to face the battle
i am going in there to do my best

drown by all the notes and reading

2007-06-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

i gotta lea violin from next few week on.=))
i gonna love it.

2007-06-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

it's been a great 4 days experience that i had
New IAG that was restructure to have swinging log
going outdoor for the three days is really great
being able to stand on the log and experience how the particpant feel is the greatest
being able to impact them is the greatest feeling of all
as a coach,
i feel that i am really very disappointed with myself
unable to help those outstanding participant
at the end of yesterday,
i felt that when some of my particpant leaves the glass door,
is either they are change or they are learning what we ae doing
if i wasnt taking a group like this,
i wouldnt had learnt so much from the trainers and pd/apd and all the coaches
being my 4th camp in this company,
i learnt alot during every camp
but nevertheless
this camp had made itself so impactful to me
from this camp i learnt alot how to handle those outstanding particpants
how to communicate with them
this is the greatest experience I had
although my group had 6 people
charmaine,jovina, john, gabriel, pinyi , pascal
the group dynamic is weak
but at the end of the camp
the group had become stronger,
working with each other more

during this camp,
i made and know better friends each day of the camp,
we are constantly knowing everyone
i would like to take the opportunity to thank everyone
maybe you can see it maybe not for some cause they dont know my blog
wahaha in no particular order of importance

alyssa aka ally

it's been great knowing you. You had brought me joy working with you in this coaching team. You always helped me to buy drinks when you are going out. always talking to me, rmb the fun we had on the last day..=) thanks for always saying wei he wei he. it totally bought joy and laughter to us when you speak in chinese.

Bryan

it's great knowing you. whenever i needed help, you will be there without complaining. helping me when i say the word. haha. thank for sharing cab with me. although you stay quite distant away from me. thanks for the fun we have on the last day.

Yuyuan aka emopufferfishball(emo-punk-puffer-fishball-ref) happy now?

it's great coaching with you once again. thank you fo sending me back the first two nights even though it is inconvenience for you guys but you still send me. thank you for all the small acts that you did. thanks for the fun we had on the last day. it's really great to see you talk more in the camp not introvert anymore.

Theresa
this is the first time coaching with you. nevertheless, it is fun working with you. thank you for begin my angel =)

Kristy
knowing you is so great. it's fun coaching with you. i've learn alot from you =)

Gopal
thank you for being my coach together we make a difference in the participants life. even though this is your dirst time coaching indoor, it's been great working with you.

Kelvin
It's great seeing you in all the camps that i had coached before. Working with you is so fun and enjoyable. thank you for being there answering my question and all.

Isabelle
Belle. it's great working with you. it's great talking to you and all.

Pearlyn
it great coaching with you. I've learnt alot from you thru the swinging log. Sorry for not being there for you when you needed it. thanks for all the notes you writen. thanks for taking care of me when i'm sick

daryl
it's great coaching with you once again. even though i wasnt there for you always. you did a great job

abby
you are the one who brightens our life with the smile or laughter. you cant live without coke.

yih huat
although you keep making fun of me but it's really great coaching with you. thank you for all the things you help me. =) thanks for surviving this camp

Hwei Ting
Thanks for begin in this team. it's fun and great coaching with you. thanks for everything

Jefferson
you did it. it's great coaching with you. Nevertheless. thanks for driving me to the hospital.

Nicholas
it's great coaching with you. you make it thru'

Steven
it's great coaching with you. you did a great job.

Erwin
it's great having you in the team. you didnt get angry when we say you look like the elf. you did it

Yeok Seng
What else can I say about you. it's great coaching with you all this while. stand for standing by me. i enjoy all the fun we had together

Pamela.
thanks for always asking whether am i feeling well anot. you are great. thank you for standing by me when i was in the hospital. thanks for surviving this camp.

Chin Ping
Thanks for sending me back when it is not convenience. thank for begin in this team.

Andrea
thanks for begin in this team although i dont talk to you frequently. it's great coaching with you

David
arhz. although i know you before the camp, this is the first time i actuaaly talk to you. it's great coaching together with you

Javier
friend, it's great coaching with you this season. thank you for sharing with me your story and all. you did it.

Marj
My apd, my friend. it's great coaching with you once again. thank you for always asking us how are we doing with the coaches. you did a great job. it's you who told me that welfare in the camp wasnt very active. it's you that push me on.

Kyrie
Without you, i dont know how this camp is going to be. thank you for begin such a great pd. getting everything organize and all.thank you for all the fun time that we had together. it's you that always tell me that i had did the best for my particpants and just treat it as a learning experience. thanks for being so strong.

Gary
thanks for teaching me how to guide my paricipants and all. all the fun times that we laughed about. doing push up with the partipants.

Ramesh
thank you for always telling me the different way to help my particpants and all the jokes that you had told all of us and the ice-cream

Gerald
it was you that gives me the way to help the different participant in my group. Thanks

Adam
giving us briefing whenever there is a need. thanks

without you guys, the camp wouldnt had run so well
thanks once again everyone
i've learnt alot from you guys =)

2007-06-04T22:06:00.001+08:00

Royal Emo

me and david
me and steven
yih huat and me
yuyuan. hwei ting. me
javier.me
kelvin.me
me.marj
theresa.me
abby.me
amanda.me
ally.yuyuan.bryan.me
yuyuan.abby.bryan.me.kyrie.yih huat
ally.yuyuan.bryan.me
my indonsian santy.me
bryan.me.yuyuan
me.kyrie dominic.me
kalai.me

2007-05-29T11:45:00.000+08:00

life is so packed as usual
tests and more tests coming up
so many things coming up
i got camp coming up
mid term exams are coming up
how
God please guide me through
i NEED you
pls teach me
ohh manz
i need to sustain my GPA at 3.6 and above in order to qualify for the scholarship
i need to work doubly hard manz
i dont have any extra time to waste already
i need the 48 hours everyday
work and work are like crazy
ohh
time to study
going to coach in 2 days time
i'm so excited

2007-05-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

screw it
F*ck

2007-05-25T13:12:00.000+08:00

You Are 60% Left Brained, 40% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

2007-05-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

i took this colorgenics thing.
it is very true to me.
dont believe go try it.=)

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image. You need for those people in positions that matter to recognise your potential and to acknowledge you.

You are a rather inhibited sort of person. This could be the result of your upbringing or of your schooling, whatever. You are able to obtain satisfaction from various forms of physical or emotional activity but all in all you are inclined to be emotionally withdrawn. As a consequence of this you find it difficult to sustain any deep involvement.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

2007-05-23T14:44:00.000+08:00

ohh
great news
i pass my all of my test
except english cause i haven't gotten it back yet
hmm
i got 2 A- and 1 B-
so crap right
ohh
i guess my way through psychology test and i got a B-
not bad i guess
i'm going to work harder for it then
i have tests next week
and my mid-sem exam is in 3 weeks time
there is no time i can procrastinate anymore
i need to do well in my exam
TEMPTATION
big word yeah
temptation sometime leads us to the wrong thing
temptation causes us the urge to do certain thing
how much do you know about temptations
temptation brings me to a next level of perservance
sometime
temptation makes you grow as a person
temptation makes you stand strong on your will
temptation
what a big word indeed

ohh
what a long day
waiting for my lesson to start in one hour time
haha

2007-05-19T16:43:00.000+08:00

heyya.
after a long week
after 3 tests this week
i feel much relieve and all even though i think i didnt do very well for my psychology test
but the rest all went well
simply good
hmm
and i am studying now at united square
for my upcoming test

2007-05-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

heyya
end school at 5.30pm today
after that went to swim
6 laps in 20mins
sense of accomplishment
so happy
now i'm like studying/ revising for all the tests
it will occurs from tml onwards
=)

2007-05-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

ohhh my god
3 test next week
i'm kind of dying
study
studying and studying

2007-05-09T09:58:00.000+08:00

yeah
i get to coach iag1
i'm so so happy

2007-05-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

hey all,
school been quite hectic since today is the first day of official lessons
hmmm
lectures been alright
i am slot into a math class on thursday which is 5pm to 6pm
like what the hell
i have lesson from 9am to 10.30am
and break all the way to 5pm
is like wtf
cant stand it
haiz
anyways
life still have to go on
hmm
really have fun knowing friends from different course
hmm
is just so great to know new people
smile
hmmm
if you guys want to meet up
you guys can just give me a call or sth like them
provided i am free on weekday
but if you plan to study together with me
hmmm
weekend would be good
please kind of remind me like one day before meeting
if you all want to go out for dinner like that
2 days in advance
cause i am really tight up with my schedule
and next week i have an upcoming math's quiz
which will take up 5% of my math GPA
although it's like damn little percentage
but it will help me in my final GPA
smile
to all,
pls take care
and happy mugging

2007-05-05T16:57:00.000+08:00

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

2007-05-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: October 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.
Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.
You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.
An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June

2007-05-05T16:07:00.000+08:00

ohhh
so tired
just came back from the camp this morning
it's fun
although the OG i am in was quite quiet
hmm
overall
it was okayys
run around orchard
getting our stations done
and doing something extra
standing in the middle of taka
looking up at the sky for like 10 to 15 mins like that
you will get it
when one people see a whole batch of people looking up
their natural reaction is wondering what the hell are we doing
than they will shift their head up to look at the sky
and see what's wrong with that
haha
everything was like so funny lahs
than got nightwalk at like 2 plus in the morning
the place also not very scary
by the time i walk is like 5 plus
can see the people stationing there
who standing and sitting also can see
hmm
i like one of the group performers
only 5 groups need to do cause they need to redeem themselves
so they no need to do the last last and final forfeit
hmm
it was damn funny lahs
they were like acting like one of the committee member jostian
haha
really enjoy
thanks all the people that plan for us the orientation camp
hmm
ohh
my OGL pamela and amanda
they went all out to help us
like making sure that everyone is well and everything

OG 11

2007-05-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

orientation camp is tml
i cant wait it actually
is like so many people there today
i met a girl in the same course as me
her name is hannah
she came back from brunei to study in SIM
hmm
so happening right
hahah
more pictures will be posted when i come back from camp
=)

2007-05-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

woohoo
i pass my test
haiz this is the second time i take it
so no more excitment
all the question i know
but some i still forget the answer
haiz
never mind
praying had that i can coach for the upcoming camp
=)
at akltg now

2007-05-02T08:07:00.000+08:00

i am so happy
i'm starting school TOMORROW
i'm going to school already
i can finally settle down
i'm going to meet new friends

smile
school will rock

2007-05-02T07:52:00.000+08:00

woohoo
finally completed all my setups for my laptop
i'm going about 3 years with this laptop
seeing me through my uni life
hahah
hmmm
actually i'm quited affected with the words you said
i not a person who change appt last minute
is just that i have my own comitment too
spare a thought for me
i know things had been happening
but please the simpliest thing you can do
not to throw your tamtrum own other
at the same time resspect yourself and others

2007-04-29T15:25:00.000+08:00

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

2007-04-29T15:13:00.000+08:00

What Your Favorite Color Green Says About You:

Balanced --- Relaxed --- Flexible

Compassionate --- Philosophical --- Humble

Loyal --- Inventive --- Unique

2007-04-29T01:01:00.001+08:00

wow
my new blog
haha
just gottn my new laptop
asus laptop is so cool
i just simply love it
so happy
anyways school is starting in week time
i am so excited
cant wait to meet up new friends
orientation is from thurs to sat
yeah
haiz
pack pack and pack week ahead of me
life still have to go on
one thing to be proud of this week
i finaaly pack and clear my room
and i throw away lots of rubbish
now my room is ever spacious
with the fact that i throw away one my my study table
haha